Man, it seems like its been since forever that I wrote in this thing. Well first off schools out....hell yeah!!! This summer is going to be crazy. Im doing so much shit. Jambo,OzzFest,NC,SC....can't wait. And this 4th of July is going to be CrAzY.....(I just wish Ally was ungrounded so she could have some fun to.) Well what else.....im working a lot more now. Im going to apply for a job somewhere else also b/c I seen Amanda at work the othernight and she said her work was hiring, that'd be sweet. I miss Amanda, shes pretty cool! Umm....O-yeah. Me and Luke broke up...BIG NEWS THERE!! haha yeah right, I told everyone I knew it wouldnt last longer then a week. He thinks some shit happened that never really did. I hate how he just listens to other people. I mean it sucks b/c I didnt care there after I broke up with him but then when we started going back out again he sounded like he really did want it to work so I started to feel for him all over again. And now hes gone and I really didnt do anything to lose him. But enough with all that. Me and Steff hang out sooOoo much, I love that girl......we went to Scharr's  party the othernight, it was so much fun, well the parts that I can remember..hahah...("steff, fuck I think I just fell up the steps....damn it my arm hurts! hahah...you have to love it!) : ) Went out to the old beach lastnight, a lot of ppl. were out there so it was pretty fun. After that me, Steff, Hallie, Meek, and Aylisa went to Ricks and ate some HO HO pies...mmmMmmm they were good. But what else is new? I think Dorn wants to start talking again but im not ready for all that. My brother is coming home in like a week maybe a week N a half. Well, im going to go...c ya later!

<3 ashley nicole 

hey guys, whats been happening lately? Umm well about me, I've been kinda sad lately. 22 days till prom and still no prom date. I really wish I would have said yes to a couple of people how asked me along time ago but you know me......of course I said I dont know and then waited to the last minute. And now I really feel bad because when I broke everything off with Lucus this last time I lost Allyson her prom date also. So now both of us have $500 dresses, hair appt. gloves, shoes, a nice little tan....AND NO DATES!!! :( hahaha Aly why do we always do stupid shit!!?!? lol......sorry girl, but we might not be going to prom this year. But atleast we'll get to be together!

How about im sooOoo excited for Zack and Jessica to go to prom together. Yeah I know me and Jess had problems there for awhile but I love the girl to death and shes been waiting for along time for something like this. (Yeah yeah....they say their going as just "friends" hahah but we all know different! THEY WANT EACHOTHER AND THEY KNOW IT!!! lol :) have fun that night babe...MAKE ME PROUD!!!!) haha but just remember NOT THE NIGHT OF PROM.......it'll have to be the next morning or a lot of people will win some money! hahah........Steff is going to our prom and it makes me sad that her two FAVORITE GIRLS wont be there. BUt we'll come watch you walk in for sure. And you better beleive were going to IV's prom to watch you walk in with your little hottie JARED! So it was nice seeing you when you stayed with me lastnight! (wink wink!) haha....hope you had fun and made me and Jessica proud! lol......Jessica looks awesome in her prom dress. She decided her and kirk are going to go and that pumps me up! Shes going to wear this pink dress that is soooOoo freakin pretty! I miss ya hun, I havent hung out with ya in like 2 WHOLE days....your ass better be callin me! =>

Linc. its good seeing ya more and more. I missed ya there for awhile. And I know all I have to do is say sorry but you know me and I barely ever say that sooo who knows what I'll do if I see her or talk to her?????? Hope you have fun at prom kiddo......

How about Dorn is so freakin cute! I went up to his house lastnight and we just layed on his couch and watched TV. haha it was fun Then hus SEXY dad walked in drunk off his ass and sat downstairs with us for alil bit. lol...dorn was getting sooOo mad! But I loved it, I like his daddy, hes sooOOoo funny to be around! Then around 2ish I left there and came home.  Which I think it was the first time I ever was with that kid for more then 2 hours without us fighting...yay...that makes me happy!

Aly, im sorry about all this shit doll! Hopefully we find prom dates before its TO late.....which is really soon! If not then well, I dont know. Our moms are going to be pissed b/c of all the $ the spent but its not our fault guys suck! :<  so  anyways...how about lastnight, I had a blast with you. ( You wanna shake your ass on my lap Ash so all the guys will look!!! haha) Who the hell did those girls think they were....lol....20 years old acting like a 16 year old. Grow up! I mean I thought I was gonna say something to the one girl, I mean come on if I said once that I didnt want to dance with you out there on the floor then WHY keep asking me!?!? Geez, some people have no respect for themselves right Aly?

Welp guys im gonna get off here and try to do something fun before I have to go to work! Hope I get to see "the boy" tonight!

<3 ashley nicole

hey guys....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! or not.....im sad! I just dont think this me and Lucus thing (again) is going to work. I mean i dont want anybody else but I just dont think were meant to be anymore. Things have changed so much and I dont know if thats what I want right now in my life. And I mean hes leaving for 4 freaking years in October and I wont wait. I was stupid enough to do that one time and I got fucked over, I cant do it again. Geez.....im mad at myself, who was I kidding thinking me and Lucus could start over and him not treat me like shit or fuck around on me. Boy was I dumb. Yes Linc. thats what I said, I was stupid. And the sad thing is, deep down, I really want to be with him, I love him so much and hes the only guy who I will ever love like that. I just wish things could work.........

ash

hey guys....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! or not.....im sad! I just dont think this me and Lucus thing (again) is going to work. I mean i dont want anybody else but I just dont think were meant to be anymore. Things have changed so much and I dont know if thats what I want right now in my life. And I mean hes leaving for 4 freaking years in October and I wont wait. I was stupid enough to do that one time and I got fucked over, I cant do it again. Geez.....im mad at myself, who was I kidding thinking me and Lucus could start over and him not treat me like shit or fuck around on me. Boy was I dumb. Yes Linc. thats what I said, I was stupid. And the sad thing is, deep down, I really want to be with him, I love him so much and hes the only guy who I will ever love like that. I just wish things could work.........

ash

Hey everyone,

so lets see. I havent wrote in here for a while. Its been kinda crazy lately.  Umm me and Dorn were talking and it was soOo much fu with him but he was a butthead like All the damn time so that just cant be happening. So we ended things Saturday night. We got into a BIG fight and that was that I guess. I mean I miss him and it sucks because Allyson and Ben are still talking and shes my bestest friend EVER.....( love ya girl!) and hes Bens best friend so we see eachother a lot but O-Well. Um Lucus is back in the picture. I dont know if that is a good thing yet or a bad thing. He told me he missed me and wanted me back but I dont know what I want yet.  I mean I thought it was himI wanted back so bad but now I just dont know. I mean hes leaving in Akron with all his friends and thats where that girl is from that he was messing around with and not only that hes leaving in Oct. for 4 years.  And I would have waited before but we all know what happened last time I did that. He fucked me over. But I'll always love him. So we decided to take things REALLY slow.....I think that might be best for now. He still treats me good and stuff but I just dont know if I can trust him, everytime I do he ends up breaking my heart so I guess we'll just have to see about this time. (I hope im wrong about it though!) Ummm how bout BIG PARTY THIS WEEKEND IN ATHENS!!! YaY...and its all for me...haha...my friends are the greatest EVER....they're throwin a big party for me since my BIRTHDAY is this SATURDAY!!! HELL YEAH!!! I cant wait, its going to be sooOo much fun. And not only that but my baby is going down there so I'll get to be with him also. So it should be cool. Guys, my Aly is sick. I mean like really sick. She cant even talk. :(

So prom is coming up and my dress and my hair did....welll lets just say me, Ally, Jess, and Steph will be looking HOT!!! Whoo..I cant wait till Prom. Dorn was gonna go with me but now me and Luke are going and if things dont work out there, then Derek wants to go with me. hahah thats crazy I have like 3 dates...but O-well...lol....umm work is ok. It still sucks but its $. School os almost out. I cant wait to just lay out with my girls and not have to worry about homework or anything like that. I think this summer is going to be a BLAST! So guys, I got new glasses today. I like em. I prob. wont wear them b/c of my contacts but still, they're cute. Umm I think Kendra is going to start working up at the HOG with me. I told them about her so she has an interview now. I hope she gets it, that would be sooOo much fun. But anyways...im going go so I can tan. C ya guys later.....

!~Lucus~! things are going good (for now) I hope everything works out like we want. I love you baby no matter what and I miss ya bunches.......see ya tomorrow for your BIRTHDAY!!!

And awe yeah....my baby will be 20 tomorrow!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCUS.....i love you!